a little bit smutty


December 2016

the rules redux (Jay & Dee) (smutty)

Another boy's night. Me, Mitch, and Ads. Ben is out on date three with his latest. I'm feeling mellow and sated. So fucking satisfied you would not believe it. I can hardly believe it. Dee. Fuck. That girl. I close... Continue Reading →

the rules (Jay & Dee)

I knew it was too early to go to see Dee but I wasn't sure how much longer I could wait. Coffee, she had said, and we usually met around nine. But I figured the conversation we were going to... Continue Reading →

A man with a plan (Jay & Dee)

Could I have fucked things up any more? As the door closed behind Dee I groaned and thumped my head against the wall. "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" What the hell had I been thinking? "Fuck it!' I sighed and pushed away... Continue Reading →

passion’s renewal

it's just a night like any other sitting waiting for my lover will he tease to please or please to tease will he want me down on my knees hours sublime are going to wind taking paths through our twisted... Continue Reading →

Meant to be

You don't need to pillage I'll give it up for free I have everything you want You have everything I need We could be so copacetic Perfect synchronicity If only you'll admit That we were meant to be My body... Continue Reading →

please Sir

my demons are whispering can't you hear them begging for a hit of you just a word Sir just a look Sir please Sir a touch Sir I'm crying on the bathroom floor the tracks on my arms only visible... Continue Reading →

desolation heart redux

This could be the time I think it's the right day Time to retreat Just go away I doubt you'll miss What you never had Potential missed Passion gone bad Words I never said Thoughts I never shared Think yourself... Continue Reading →

Take me redux

Find me in the darkness Where the light can't penetrate I'll be waiting on my knees Yours to venerate Take me in the light When the darkness takes ahold I'll drown you in my lust You don't have to keep... Continue Reading →

Friends with benefits? (Jay & Dee)

As Jay lay beside me, his hands stacked behind his head my mind raced. I wished I could see him better but at the same time was glad to hide in the dim light. He wanted me? Okay his erection... Continue Reading →

Take me

Take the solace of my body Take the pieces of my mind Take the bounty of our union Take anything you find I want to feel your rapture I want to feel your pain I want you to feel everything... Continue Reading →

wishful thinking redux (Jay & Dee)

Sleep was not my friend. Sleep was a bitch goddess who taunted me with the promise of sweet oblivion then held it just out reach. Every time I started to drift off I'd hear a sigh, a moan, a whisper... Continue Reading →

somewhere else

There's something in the stars tonight Somehow I know they're in your sight You're watching them from under a tree Somewhere else not here with me A picnic basket full of food Wine to get her in the mood A... Continue Reading →

Hurricane Mind

can't find the calm in my hurricane mind thoughts whirl by leaving chaos behind pieces of you, fragments of me wondering why, we weren't meant to be serenity days, rapturous nights loving embrace, passionate bites we said goodbye, parted as... Continue Reading →


you don't need my enthusiasm you're only here for your orgasm I'll just lay down and spread for you so you can grunt and fuck the way that you do do you really want me to gasp and groan does... Continue Reading →

wishful thinking? (Jay & Dee)

I never thought a movie night could be any worse than the time Roxie and Jay had a fight because of me. I was wrong. Tonight it was me, Jay, Mitch, and Billie. Adrian and Tam were doing date night... Continue Reading →

fortune favours

I want you to read my mind Can you spell f-u-c-k? If not... You're in luck! I can give you a demonstration Let's start with some dilation Your blood will flow south I'll trace the path with my mouth With... Continue Reading →

I wish

I wish I could relax awhile not worry about the state of my smile I wish I could just be myself not worry about anyone else not what they think not what they feel not what they show not what... Continue Reading →

I’ve been bad (smutty)

I like to make you angry You fuck me better when you're mad I pout and stick my arse out Say 'Spank me daddy, I've been bad' You punish me with your hands Then lash me with your tongue I'm... Continue Reading →

One Dance (Jay & Dee)

"You look like crap man." Ah Adrian, always the charmer. We were in a suite in the hotel the Christmas party was being held in. Adrian had organised it for him and Tam for the night while I'd provided a... Continue Reading →

nothing personal redux (Jay & Dee)

It'd been two weeks since the night Jay offered me an orgasm and I said no. We hadn't spoken in that time, just exchanged a few texts. The first one early the next morning. Jay: Not up to coffee today,... Continue Reading →


another day has gone I've stopped counting now nothing to do but think of you how very maddening you are from so very far far away I guess I could say how I wondered if you saw the actress on... Continue Reading →

nothing personal (Jay & Dee)

Have you ever had one of those moments where you thought 'life can't get any better than this'? When I had whispered 'let me' and Dee had parted her legs for me, I had that thought. Then I'd brushed against... Continue Reading →

did I say sorry?

A brief apology as I'm feeling melancholy Led you down a path of folly Now we're standing in quicksand No safe place to land Left you floundering Or maybe drowning My words are inept Read between my lines Then you'll... Continue Reading →

Dinner with friends part 3 (Jay & Dee)

Jay was ready to share? Well good for him! I took my time scooping up some more brownie and ice cream. Maybe Jay and Adrian could just share, no one really needed to hear my fantasies. "How about you Dee?"... Continue Reading →

Dinner with friends part 2 (Jay & Dee)

Dee was joking, I knew she was joking, but fuck, I was ready and willing to show her 'what all the fuss is about'. I wondered if anyone would notice if I dragged her under the table. Or she still... Continue Reading →

let’s pretend

I'm caught in your moment again Trapped by ... my desire Wondering how Wondering why What do you have that makes me so ... Fuck it! Forget the mystical Just focus on the physical Don't want to consider The depth... Continue Reading →

Dinner with friends (Jay & Dee)

After a full day of shopping I was looking forward to a cold beer and some good food. Good company too of course. Beside me was Dee, next to her was Tam and Adrian. Across form us sat Mitch and... Continue Reading →

if you

if you insist I think I might just manage to do you all through the night if you really want I think I could take full advantage if I really should if you like I think I'd abide riding you... Continue Reading →

I’m Not

I'm not pining for Your smile or your touch I'm not missing you Well, not very much I'm not wondering where It all went so wrong I'm not thinking about you Well, not all day long I'm not kissing him... Continue Reading →

if only… (Jay & Dee)

If I could lock her away, in a tower like a princess, with only me able to scale those walls to see her, I would do it in a heartbeat. She doesn't know, but she's the pot of gold at... Continue Reading →

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