a little bit smutty


January 2017

too much

he wants to know why I'm down on my knees awaiting his words, so eager to please he knows the hard limits, no questions, no lies he knows my reactions, my moans, my sighs his hands in my hair are... Continue Reading →

second hand heart

got a second hand heart got a dime store soul got emotions that you left I keep them in a bowl got nothing to lose got no chance to win when you look at me you see nothing but sin... Continue Reading →

Moving on (Lily & Tyler)

It had been two weeks since my disastrous date with Lily then my run in with her soon-to-be-ex. I’d known who he was, had seen him at soccer week after week flirting up a storm. My sister had actually felt... Continue Reading →


Unexpectedly today We had eye contact And almost more My body reacted My heart raced Did you reach for me As I leaned towards you Acting like strangers Not even a smile As I remembered The touch of your lips... Continue Reading →

Friends with benefits redux (Jay & Dee)

Plan B. Break the rules. All of the rules. I stared at myself in the mirror. "All dressed up with no place to go," I murmured as I turned to try to see the back of my dress. It was... Continue Reading →

Do The Thing (Jay & Dee)

Plan B. Do the thing, be the buddy. Stick to the rules. Do the thing. "Just do it," I muttered to myself as the door to Dee's apartment opened. A slow smile tipped up her lips as one eyebrow arched.... Continue Reading →

Ten Lines of Love

ten lines of love is never enough the look in your eyes is melting my thighs the brush of your lips the grind of your hips the touch of your hand a loving demand the stroke of your tongue and... Continue Reading →

Ten Lines of Smut

Ten lines of smut will you bust a nut if I tell you I'm wet and I want you to get down on your knees use your tongue to please use your fingers to fuck use your mouth to suck... Continue Reading →

snake eyes

a glance in the mirror can't look too long wondering where it all went wrong haunted eyes show devastation living her life in isolation blood and tears well and fall can't bring herself to make a call no one can... Continue Reading →

Plan B Redux (Jay & Dee)

There should be a support group for people like me. "My name is Dee." "Hi Dee." "I'm in love with my best friend." "Me too!" someone else yelled and laughter rippled through the room. Strained and sad, but there we... Continue Reading →

Plan B (Jay & Dee)

My parents are amazing, no other word for it. When highlights of the sex talk your dad gave you include; 'not every woman likes to cop a load in the face' and 'deep throat isn't a natural thing', you know... Continue Reading →


What's the other side of privacy? Someone reading your diary? No invitation Just an invasion? I told you a secret But you couldn't keep it Such a betrayal So much for loyal I suppose hurt feelings Are the least of... Continue Reading →


Sometimes I wish the world could see The truth in you that you show to me I'd shine a light and make you glow But they're too blind, they'll never know They'll never see your wings so pure They'll never... Continue Reading →

uncultured me

don't look to me for culture it's really not my style that's not a lust for knowledge that you see within my eyes just some dirty, filthy thoughts of what I want to do to you wont you be my... Continue Reading →

will you

Words are tingling on my fingertips They're tangled in my mouth So much I want to say to you But I just can't spit them out I can't seem to articulate The way I feel inside My emotions are in... Continue Reading →

tell me redux

Tell me Can you Hold me Need me Use me See me Are you capable? Tell me Can you Kiss me Want me Keep me Free me Are you ready? Tell me Will you Take me Have me Trust me... Continue Reading →

Maybe someday…

Maybe someday things will change You and me together wont seem so strange Maybe someday we'll be together Whispered words will end with forever Maybe someday but not today Too many obstacles stand in our way Maybe someday but not... Continue Reading →

snog, marry, avoid redux (Jay & Dee)

There's a man in the bar and he owns my heart but he has no idea. He knows I love him, but he thinks it's 'like a friend', and right now, like a friend you fuck. He doesn't realise it's... Continue Reading →

Heartbreaker reprise (Jay & Dee)

There's a girl at the bar and I can't look away. She shines like a diamond ring in a little blue box, all pretty and perfect and holding the hopes and dreams of some sap who's gonna mortgage his heart... Continue Reading →

Heartbreaker (Jay & Dee)

"So Jay, how's your friend with benefits going?" Adrian tossed a towel  to me. "My what?" I swiped the towel over my face then chugged some water. "Told you he'd deny it," Mitch said with a snort. So my subtle... Continue Reading →

nothing to say

I want you to tell me all the things you want to do to me, with me, for me. You can't be too specific, I promise. I love to hear all those dirty words, love to feel them whispered against... Continue Reading →

Rule breaker redux (Jay & Dee) (smutty)

Did I mention that Jay was a great kisser? Our lips moved together as if we'd been kissing for years, not mere days, his head tilted for a better angle as my hands slid up to grip his shoulders. I... Continue Reading →


my inhibitions float like smoke blown from your lips your mouth an invitation to a sin I can't resist your body is my canvass with teeth and nails I'll draw with mouth and tongue I'll paint have you begging me... Continue Reading →

standing static redux

Should you be tempted to look my way Here's a sample of what I might say ... ... Static silence is what you'll find But listen and I might blow... your mind ... ... Can you read between my lines... Continue Reading →

Rule breaker (Jay & Dee)

I was screwed, totally screwed. Watching Jay talking to a pretty blonde and wanting to scratch her eyes out? That wasn't part of the 'friends with benefits' plan. Watching the clock tick closer to midnight and knowing I wasn't going... Continue Reading →

You and me

I'm crossing my fingers I'm counting each kiss I'm hoping for more Than short lived bliss I'm tracing my fingers To your ticklish spot Wont stop until You give all that you got I'm licking a vein I'm sucking the... Continue Reading →

tell me

tell me tell me will you be gone will I wake in the morning all alone promise me promise me you'll hold me tight fight my demons through the night tell me tell me I own your heart together forever... Continue Reading →


if you look inside you're going to find a broken down heart and a restless mind got nothing good to say tonight so I'll zip my lip and say goodnight I wish you sweet dreams and a bright new day... Continue Reading →


last year you found me in a state of uncertain grace lost and unaware I was looking for a place not a cage to be confined in no parameters to meet just my freedom and you gave it and I... Continue Reading →


I'm not hopeful, I'm hopeless Such a red hot mess I want it, I need it Your attention and I confess I crave you and I'll chase you But you aren't my one and only There's always another When your... Continue Reading →

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