Sorry for…
Nothing new in…
Ten days and climbing
They pass in blurs of thoughts
Fragments of ideas
Things I could write
Things I might say
But in the end I am silent
Nothing coalesces
I feel trapped
In a cycle of doubt
Pain
Disbelief
I need to channel that Disney Queen
(because Elsa wasn’t a Princess) and just…
Let it go
But it’s not that easy
Distance hasn’t made anything smaller
Time hasn’t healed this wound
All I can do is wait
For the days to pass
For the memory to fade
For another year anyway
Maybe tomorrow will be better…

Let it go, let it go
And I’ll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway!

 

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