a little bit smutty

this heart

this heart isn't mine to give as I chase the fragrance on her skin a soft caress, a breathless gasp this heart beats not at my request this heart isn't hers to hold as fingers grasp and hair is pulled... Continue Reading →

What Zander Did

Part 1 I shouldn't be here but I am. This is the club Ben and Mitch thought they were walking into. Here sex wasn't a glimmer of hope in a clubber's eye, here if you wanted it you could have... Continue Reading →

Call Me (Mitch)

"Will you yell and call us maggots?" "Ah no. That's not my training style," Mitch said with what he hoped was a friendly smile. "But this is boot camp, that's what they do isn't it?" He shook his head, smile... Continue Reading →

Zander and Max (Mitch)

It was almost dawn when Zander locked the door behind the last employee to leave then went back to join Max at the bar. "Next time I say we can fill in, remind me I'm an idiot would you," Max... Continue Reading →

Into The Void (Mitch)

"Wow," Mitch's mouth formed the word but he made no sound. "Not quite what you were expecting eh?" Zander asked with a smirk. "Despite the rumours, this isn't a sex club." "Not even close," Mitch murmered as he looked around.... Continue Reading →

It’s Complicated (Mitch)

Mitch woke to a groan. Not a good, don't wake me groan either. This one sounded... tortured was the only word that fit. He frowned as he waited for the next sound trying to place the movie... was someone dying?... Continue Reading →

Wingman (Mitch)

"Next on the block of the annual Beauties and Bachelors Auction we have Mitch!" The emcee paused as the slow dirty sounds of Closer played through the sound system. She turned a little to watch the approach of the bachelor... Continue Reading →

Hot Teacher 17

Find previous episodes here Hot Teacher Sometimes you have to bury your feelings, try to forget the possibilities and just get on with life. That's me right now, focusing on work not on feelings. There are cup cakes to bake,... Continue Reading →

Slow dancing (this one’s for you xxx)

Slow dancing to Lana Del Rey So many things I wish I could say Don't wanna kill the mood with my sad refrain I tilt back my head and you kiss me again Barefoot swaying in the middle of my... Continue Reading →

Baby will you

Baby will you let me hold you (One last time before we say goodbye) Baby will you let me love you (One last kiss to last the rest of my life) Baby will you let me leave you (One last... Continue Reading →

try not to cry

Picture me on the couch alone Playing candy crush on my phone I’m trying not to think of you I know you’re hurting but what can I do When I close my eyes I feel you there You’re running your... Continue Reading →

please don’t read this

If this was a test you just failed. Run along now, scamper away... Embarrassed? What were you expecting? A heartfelt plea? A witty poem? Sorry to disappoint you. It's just me. With my sorrow. I'm sure I'll be better. Tomorrow...... Continue Reading →

sad refrain

it's not your fault I can't explain it's in my heart a sad refrain what we nearly had what we could have been echoes of my utopian dream a love embraced a life entwined a fantasy of you being mine... Continue Reading →

sometimes it hurts

sometimes it hurts... when you feel so close but you're so far away and I just can't find the words to say sometimes it hurts... when I want to touch your face or just hold your hand but we're living... Continue Reading →

What am I waiting for?

Wish I could create something. I'm staring at my hands waiting... It's not writer's block so much as writer's can't be fucked. You ever have days (weeks...) like that? The spirit is willing but the words wont come. I know... Continue Reading →


I have this distant thought I keep it far away If I bring it too close Who knows what I might say Something about want Maybe need and desire A confession of love How I'd walk through fire To be... Continue Reading →

forget about me

I guess I will survive When you eventually decide I'm not worth your time anymore I guess I'll get along Forget I felt that I belonged There in your life Sometimes I may act strange Maybe I get a bit... Continue Reading →

Bound for You

I like control, it's kind of my thing, I can't give it up. So when I walk in to see your ropes on the table, goosebumps race up my arms and I shiver. I know what you want, what you... Continue Reading →

if we knew

If we knew it was the last time Would we stare a little longer Would we hold a little tighter Or would we just let go If we knew it was the end Would we wish for the beginning Would... Continue Reading →

Wasteland Mind

You should spend your nights Running through my dreams Finding the dead ends And oubliettes Leaving your marks Breadcrumb trails While you’re lost in the maze That you created All those times When you baffled and amused When you entertained... Continue Reading →

do you repent?

In honesty, do we repent When you write your sins do you feel purged Are words shared a burden shed Do you feel better When the world knows you have strayed From the safety of your anonymity Being ‘truthful’ and... Continue Reading →


Wish I could be Better for you The me you think I am Guess we could Bypass reality Embrace the virtual I’ll write the girl You think you want Maybe she Can make you happy

Hot Teacher 16

Find previous episodes here Hot Teacher (rated S for smutty)(NSFW)… I didn’t get time to dwell on the whole friends with benefits thing as my cell beeped again. West: When? We need to talk. I huffed a laugh as I... Continue Reading →

sometimes we like to watch…

*Warning: smutty, NSFW, erotica ahead… “Are you watching porn?” “What? No!” I laughed and looked back at the screen. “It’s an empty room, why would you think it’s porn?” “It’s obviously a web cam,” he said with a smirk as... Continue Reading →


Will you watch with avid eyes As my hands slide down my thighs Will you breathe a little deeper When my fingers start to creep Under satin sliding higher Find the proof of my desire Fingers wet will you forget... Continue Reading →

Hot Teacher 15

Find previous episodes here Hot Teacher The following day I covered the bruise West had left on my neck with concealer, not wanting to explain it to Cheryl but I couldn't hide my good mood as easily. I was humming... Continue Reading →

let it go

Sorry for... Nothing new in... Ten days and climbing They pass in blurs of thoughts Fragments of ideas Things I could write Things I might say But in the end I am silent Nothing coalesces I feel trapped In a... Continue Reading →

unlucky for some…

*Warning: smutty, NSFW, erotica ahead… Waiting was not my thing. I sighed as I shot the closed elevator doors a dirty look because that would totally work! The next look went to my cell that had the audacity to suggest... Continue Reading →

tell me yours

What's your kink I want to know I'll write it down If you tell me slow Do you like to watch Or be tied up Like a gentle spank Or a riding crop I'll tell you mine If you tell... Continue Reading →

not prudent

Your eyes are cascading Colours bleeding From blue to green to gold to brown You always were the chameleon Hiding in plain sight Whispering warnings I always ignored If I were smarter I would have walked away the second time... Continue Reading →

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