a little bit smutty

Born To Run

continues from Almost Heaven “You’re staring again,” Chess said softly and jabbed me in the side with his not so soft elbow. “Am not,” I denied and looked down at my glass, empty after all the speeches.. “Another?” He lifted... Continue Reading →



if you care to study the phenom of the thin line betwixt love and hate you need not search far just sit and wait because I love you today my heart overflows but by Friday I hate you can't say... Continue Reading →

summer’s end

I watched you with oblique glances my attention a gentle wave undulating and persuasive until you saw me watching you wanting you and in a moment I waited too long for you were mine for a time not ours to... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 8

Have you ever wanted to stop time? Had a moment so perfect, you wanted to just stay in that moment, right there, for eternity. Or a day that you would happily live over and over, like Bill Murray in that... Continue Reading →

Baby let’s drive

Baby let’s drive I whisper in your ear let's pack a bag we’re so out of here Baby let’s drive like we have somewhere to be but our only destination is you beside me Baby let’s drive until the road... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 7

So apparently, even Santa can't change the laws of physics and Remy was more than happy to tell me so. He yelled something about needing a tardis and a doctor  and since I didn't have either, I was out of... Continue Reading →

Thank You!

Because it’s the end Of this year any way Here are some words I forgot to say Thank you for your patience Thank you for your time Thank you for the thoughts You left behind I did a little search... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 6

For as long as I can remember Christmas Eve meant baking. Cookies for Santa and a gingerbread house for us. In retrospect I know it was my mother's way of keeping us busy but it became a tradition that I... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 5

Sometimes the songs almost get it right. There is a list, but it gets checked more than twice. Checked, adjusted, double checked, triple checked, more adjustments, more checks. Kids these days, though it's not their fault they have too many... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 4

I was dreaming. On my couch under the window. My quest to find Santa but then... images flashed through my mind, of a dark haired man watching me curiously, of another man, this one fair, frowning at me, and lastly... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 3

“Who the fuck calls their kid Ever?” "Really? That's your concern right now? Not how did she get here?" Will's annoyed question drew my attention from the small woman in my arms. "Big metal thing over there not enough of... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory 2

When I was six I wrote a letter to Santa. My only request: a Rubik's Cube. He gave me a Barbie doll. When I was seven I asked for a telescope so I could look at the stars. He gave... Continue Reading →

Santa Theory

Do you know the Muffin Man? I hate that fucking song. I mean really, what does the Muffin Man even do for you? Give you a muffin? Thanks man, that’s awesome. Where’s the song asking if you know me? Forget... Continue Reading →


in the dark of night when I feel so alone I wrap myself in chords and chaos music soothing my ravaging beast in an aural overload of lyric excess so I slide sublime between treble and bass into chorus and... Continue Reading →


Love the way you look beneath me So hot and sweaty Eyes dazed with pleasure We’ve been playing this game too long I want to come You want to come But you wont Until I tell you And I wont... Continue Reading →

Hold Me

Standing alone In the dark of night Feels like the world Is falling away With no one to catch me No one to hold me No one to lie About how we'll be fine Futile wishes Never changed a thing... Continue Reading →

Watch Me Bleed

I opened a vein Bled words onto the page For you to devour Read with avarice Reveling in my pain While scar tissue forms My body a road map Sketched in shades of black Of sins and tragedies Self inflicted... Continue Reading →

always on my mind

post midnight semi coherent rambling thoughts I can't contain I think I feel you but you're never there and I wonder are you there a heartbeat away one phase shift to the right are we ever so slightly out of... Continue Reading →

Almost Heaven

continues from and then there were three… As predicted the DJ was trotting out every sappy love song known to man, and I wondered if there was anything sappier as Bryan Adams crooned about heaven. Luc huffed a laugh, the... Continue Reading →

and then there were three…

continues from Home (not so) sweet home Weddings are supposed to be joyous occasions, full of love and laughter and bad toasts, but playing with Chess and his wedding band for a few weeks had shown me that wasn’t always... Continue Reading →

Home (not so) sweet home

“Bite Me. Really” I looked at the logo on the window, the cartoonish disembodied open mouth biting into a cupcake, and shrugged. “It’s the name it came with,” I told Chess. “But Max loved it anyway.” “Not to doubt your... Continue Reading →

The High Road

When I walked away from The Void nearly six months ago, the last place I expected to find myself was at a wedding in central London. As if the sea of pastel dresses wasn’t jarring enough, seeing my brother in... Continue Reading →

not so pear shaped (Mitch)

It took a lot of pressure to make a diamond, Mitch figured it was why they were the choice for engagement rings. A reminder of how strong the relationship was, the pressure it had withstood, to become the shining treasure... Continue Reading →

an apology of sorts (Mitch)

(rated S for smutty) (NSFW) Not for the first time Max stood in front of Mitch’s door, her heart racing with anticipation. Her trembling fingers were new though, making it difficult as she tried to line up the key to... Continue Reading →

All Hallows Write

So over at Mind of Nox, Nox has done a fun tag for Halloween and since I am doing such an exceptional job at procrastinating, I thought I'd join in... The Rules: #1 – Provide a BRIEF description of your... Continue Reading →

smile :)

They tried so hard to tame her Break her spirit, change her style She didn’t know how to conform But she failed with a smile Photo by Senjuti Kundu on Unsplash

the three effs

I'm the superficial type It's not hard to please me Just take off your clothes Now come close and tease me First we're gonna flirt Then we'll fuck then we'll fight Or is it fight then fuck? I can never... Continue Reading →

can’t deny

I keep tripping over random thoughts in my head images of you naked in bed I want to be with you trapped in your stare tasting your skin breathing your air I know what you want you know what I... Continue Reading →

Not My Scene

(continues from here) (rated S for smutty) (NSFW) I ate my cake and we locked up then I walked Max to Mitch’s building and waited for her to go inside. Then I waited a few minutes more because while I... Continue Reading →

closing time

It was almost 1am when Zander heard the thud of a door and the tap of heels. He lifted the bottle in his hand to his lips and drained it before he swivelled in his seat at the bar to... Continue Reading →

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