a little bit smutty



summer dreams

sand dunes eighties tunes dreaming of an endless summer boys and cars clubs and bars remembering when we were so much younger shell collection sun reflection Indian Ocean fairy floss sky starlit night our last fight wishing that we never... Continue Reading →

in shadows

are you standing on the edge of darkness bathed by the light wondering if I am standing on the edge of the light cloaked in darkness wishing for a world between where we can dwell in shadows

and you

you want to get to that place where you can't recall your name because the things that you love now only cause you pain you wish you could remember how to walk away but you keep waiting and hoping tell... Continue Reading →

me and you

remember when we thought we had it all we were young and beautiful thought we could rule the world years slipped by like rain on the window glass we were flying in economy now we're relaxing in first class all... Continue Reading →


feels like Vancouver baby when I lost my mind with the sky falling down only you I could find was the one with the stars streaked through your hair with that luminous smile and that tangible stare can't ever forget... Continue Reading →


I am nothing just a collection of atoms vibrating the spaces between voids you once filled with your energy so effortless in your existence while I twisted and turned yearned to be more (like you) but now without you I... Continue Reading →


you sent a postcard I couldn’t read it think you wrote it in Japanese? now I’m staring at the picture trying to figure you out what’s the message what were you thinking were you high? been out drinking your fucking... Continue Reading →

so awkward

doing that dumb thing again drinking alone with all my friends waiting for you to drop by and just break my heart think I let it show too much how I think you're beautiful and such now I'm drinking just... Continue Reading →

thinking about you

you know that I’ve been riding these skies thinking about that look in your eyes feeling I’ve been away too long keep listening to our favourite song that lyric you love it makes you go weak is it any wonder... Continue Reading →


current mood: broken got no direction lost sensation wishing I was... elsewhere someone else some place else maybe there I might... be current mood: gone

no defences

I've got no defences when it comes to you and I kind of hate you kind of love you but really want you too know that I kind of love you kind of hate you and you're just too good... Continue Reading →

lost in you

baby can you feel me I've been waiting all night long hoping for this moment you know this can't be wrong I'm feeling kind of lost kind of wasted without you stranded and alone and I don't know what to... Continue Reading →

twilight dreaming

twilight dreaming leaves me reeling thinking thoughts I shouldn't entertain it's me and you again playing the usual games you tie me up I'll take you down midnight hovers we're under the covers tasting the sweat that's on your skin... Continue Reading →

Baby I

Baby I Can't live without your touch Anything you want It will never be too much Sinking in To your arms your heart your kiss Take it all There's not a moment I want to miss Because Baby I Need... Continue Reading →

sweet truths

I wont miss you when you're gone We can never ever be just friends It's all over dusted done You know I can't pretend I still care You wont really understand Say I didn't even know you anyway Tell your... Continue Reading →

nocturnal muse

nocturnal muse sing me a lullaby I can't take any more I don't want to cry just make me forget all the lies and the pain help me believe in true love again nocturnal muse wont you hold my soul... Continue Reading →

love you

I couldn't love you any less But please don't put that to the test You know I get a little shaky When you do that thing you do When they finally play that song You've been waiting for so long... Continue Reading →


I'm stuck in this moment Blue on repeat I know every lyric I feel every beat Can't help think that you Could be stuck here with me But we're worlds apart We're not meant to be I see you around... Continue Reading →

feeling cakey

got cake red wine ready for a good time frosting flavoured birthday kiss save the moment don't want to miss smeared smiles skin for miles can't disguise lust filled eyes crave your touch can't get enough treasure trail we prevail... Continue Reading →

freak for it

I'm a freak I must confess Inside my head Is quite a mess I like to watch Those famous boys Sing and dance And make some noise But at this point I digress My mind goes places You'd never guess... Continue Reading →

written in the stars

tell me she whispered, that you'll love me forever that our love is eternal, for worse or for better say it's archaic and ancient, primitive and arcane it's written in the stars, in the blood in my veins tell me... Continue Reading →

(no) Vacancy

...sometimes I want to scream at you to just FUCK OFF with all your true love twin flame rhetoric when I'm sitting here with my heart at full capacity and it feels so huge and all consuming I can barely... Continue Reading →

my mind is skewed

my mind is skewed fixated on your mouth I will never touch your touch I will never know my mind is skewed thinking about your body thinking about your hands thinking about your lips I want to know I wonder... Continue Reading →

my my my

don't you know? wasn't I clear? come a little closer let me whisper in your ear I want your hands I crave your touch one more kiss is never enough got a carnal thirst you can never satisfy baby the... Continue Reading →

I’m resigned

words keep circling in my head all those things I wish I'd said to let you know I needed you and I never wanted to let you go but the truth is that life got in the way we never... Continue Reading →


I'm aching to feel Your lips on my skin Your teeth scraping down Can't wait to begin I'm counting the hours I'm biding my time For you to come over For you to be mine Don't want to wait For... Continue Reading →

bad decisions

And I’m up at 3am Making bad decisions Drinking cheap red wine Watching late night television And my fingers dial your number Yeah they know that thing by heart But I hang up when it’s ringing Yeah I push my... Continue Reading →

you for me

So I watched you sleep that night So beautiful in the moonlight Your eyelashes casting shadows On skin I ached to touch But I didn’t want to wake you up And I didn’t know what to say So I left... Continue Reading →

Sink In

Thought I had you all wrapped up In my life no matter what Some days you seem to slip away Can't bring you back with what I say You're in my heart You're in my mind You're everything I hoped... Continue Reading →

Love In Four Parts

heart pounding pulse is racing need you want you can’t wait to hold you first fight lonely night I love you I hate you I hate that I love you True love blooms Love you to the moon Wedding day... Continue Reading →

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